Fresh start

It's nearly been more than 2 years since I wrote a blog but I kinda start wanting to do this again. Why? Because I keep writing things on my journal and I'm like "I have shit to offer to the world. Why do I keep it to myself?"
So yeah, I want to share my experience with the Internet.
I've been in a dark place for a while now ever since I was hospitalized last summer.

I don't think I'm alone in this, but it's also really fucking hard to juggle so much shit in between as well. You feel like your alone, you feel like you are the only person who has shit thrown at you, you keep asking yourself "why the fuck this shit only happens to me?" But, I realized something that I can be so proud of myself.

My life story is so complicated, eventful, most definitely filled with mistakes, entertaining as fuck, sometimes very dark, but most importantly, none of my life decisions and occurrences are ordinary.
My life is not ordinary therefore, my life is one of a kind. 
No one can replace or go through the same experience and that's what I'm proud of.
I am creating my own story and I'm looking for love and happiness through the slim silver lining.

Aren't we all though???